I miss her way too much. I can't even express how much does she mean to me, she means the world to me. But now, since she's not in my life anymore, I just don't know how to appreciate what's happening in my life. I don't know how to love anyone with all of my heart. I don't know how to live my life like I used to.im to good for her . even she out with guys im not mad , wtf am i shit ? what type of guy like me huh ? It's all my fault, it's all my fault. It's all my fault, Allah is trying to test me in any way. I got so much challenges to face. I still got a very long journey to go through, InsyaAllah. I want to be strong :'( i need you be mine :'( understand me .